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THIRTY TALKS WEIRD LOVE

Alessandra Narvaez Varela

A 13-year-old girl growing up in Mexico is visited by her 30-year-old future self in this powerful novel in verse about accepting and loving yourself.

Out of nowhere, a lady comes up to Anamaría and says she's her, from the future. But Anamaría's thirteen, she knows better than to talk to some weirdo stranger. Girls need to be careful, especially in Ciudad Juárez, Mexico - it's the 90's and fear is overtaking her beloved city as cases of kidnapped girls and women become alarmingly common.

This thirty-year-old "future" lady doesn't seem to be dangerous, but she won't stop bothering her, switching between cheesy Hallmark advice about being kind to yourself, and some mysterious talk about saving a girl. Anamaría definitely doesn't need any saving, she's doing just fine. She works hard at her strict, grade-obsessed middle school—so hard that she hardly gets any sleep; so hard that the stress makes her snap not just at mean girls but even her own (few) friends; so hard that when she does sleep she dreams about dying—but she just wants to do the best she can so she can grow up to be successful.

Maybe Thirty's right, maybe she's not supposed to be so exhausted with her life, but how can she ask for help when her city is mourning the much bigger tragedy of its stolen girls? This thought-provoking, moving verse novel will lead readers to vital discussions dealing with depression through the accessible voice of a thirteen-year-old girl.

Born and raised in Ciudad Juárez, México, with a B.S. in Biology and a B.A. in Creative Writing from the University of Texas at El Paso, Alessandra Narvaez-Varela is a Creative Writing instructor and a candidate in the Bilingual MFA Creative Writing program at the University of Texas at El Paso. This is her debut novel.
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Published 2021-01-01 by Cinco Puntos Press

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Debut author Narváez Varela's inventive novel in verse plays with poetic form and time travel to detail a Mexican teen's struggles with self-love and depression...Much like plumbing the contents of a poet's composition notebook, this layered story rewards multiple reads. -- Publisher's Weekly Read more...

"[A] series of alternately cheeky, macabre, and serious vignettes about her family members, the city, and her classmates, Anamaria experiments with poetry structures and formats as she explores young womanhood and self-love...Fans of The House on Mango Street or The House of the Spirits will be riveted. -- Booklist, starred review

Thirty Talks Weird Love is an inventive, time-shifting novel-in-verse about El Paso's border with Juárez and how thirteen-year-old Anamaria displays the wonders of her mind and fights the most important battle we all face, against ourselves. Anamaria endures a depressing environment that disappears girls and women and the psychological stresses of a competitive school, but her resilient mind, that's what readers will love, how you want her to succeed and overcome her obstacles. Alessandra Narváez Varela is a fearless writer and, dare I say, literary thinker who reaches out to all of us to pay attention and care, and we should. ----Sergio Troncoso, author of Nobody's Pilgrims and A Peculiar Kind of Immigrant's Son

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